Phuisan's Life

A blog which will drive your worries, sadness and stress away. Have fun reading. This is the best way for me to update you with my life!

Saturday 29 May 2010

First time experience

Had an adventurous evening
Went for stock count with my manager
Asked him "What are we counting today"
"Not sure. But we will test count 100 of items".

I was like "Two of us? Test checking so many items?"
"Yes!"
Gosh
I have zero experience on stock count

Client took us around
it is an aluminium factory
the first thing i told my manager was
"You should have brought a guy and not me!"
He said "if you have chance to come stock count at these places, you must come!"

As I proceed, i realised i was surrounded by male foreigners
I was the only female there
Did not even see a girl/lady/woman/aunty/ah poh
Felt extremely unsecured

Manager realised that i was abit worry
but he gave me assurance that i will be fine
and will be protected if anything happens
Phewwww.....felt much better after that

some of the workers were walking around the place
just with a towel covering the lower part of their body
How not to be scared!
Just imagine if the towel was blown away by the strong wind
Mind you, it was raining at that time.
LoL.

It was a good one!



Thursday 27 May 2010

Unforgettable week

I wish the Two weeks can be dragged to two million years
or should i say "I hope it didn't come to an end"
never had this type of feelings before
Ever since i stepped into this world
never felt so relax, smooth sailing, free and easy

God just gave me a little sparks
its a signal
saying that it is not end of the world
It is true that
God will not lead you to a dead end
He will always leave a small path for you to explore

I wish that the two weeks can be repeated again
Your presence made me feel alive again in this world
You encouraged me to stay on and not give up

Cherished the time we had together
All the silly laughter, jokes and whispers

thanks for everything
loads of love
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Friday 21 May 2010

was having dinner with poh poh
next table
sister, father and a couple
food came to the table
the guy was busy scooping food for his gf
the gf just sit down happily with her meal
through the whole meal she did not even scoop the dish by herself
her bf got to do it for her
he didnt even bother to scoop the dishes for his dad

i was wondering
is the gal shy
or is she just plain blardy useless
or the bf is so damn scared of her
or the bf just pampered her to this extend

thank god
he didn't feed her
if not, i will probably scream

i pity the future father in law
she should have to scoop some dish for the bf's father
is courtesy and respect

what type of gf is this?
memalukan saja


not sureeeeeeeeee

so doomed at this moment of time
lying on the bed
feel so restless tired moodless
maybe its because of the weather
the sky looks so down
bet its gonna drizzle soon

so many things to do
but i only have 24 hours a day
study and work
both is equally important

feel so guilty if i ignore one of it
admit that time allocation this time is quite bad
got to juggle so many things at a time

Monday 17 May 2010

Big embarrassment

O M DOUBLE G
A mistake that Auditor shall never make at all
For the past two jobs, i have been doing december year end
This new job is June year end *Big Confusion*

Took documents from client
She gave me year 2010 document
So I said " I am doing 2009 audit. So can you please give me the right document?"
She was looked at me as if i was not an auditor or i just can't read year end.
"Our year end is 30 June 2010. So this is the right document."

I was like "Oh shit, I am doomed. How can I make such a mistake?"
Obviously I didn't say oh shit in front of the client.
Laughing my head off as i walked back to the room.

Reminder:
Always double check the year end.

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Thursday 13 May 2010

just because

Just because I am the odd one
does it means that i don't get any chances to rectify my mistake?
does it means you have to ignore my appearance?

Just because I got pulled out earlier
Just because I was only in for a week
Just because I made a mistake
Just because I don't speak fluent mandarin
Just because I don't freaking understand your mandarin
Just because I only have one miserable portfolio

I know your portfolios are very good
Does that means that you can show off?

We are all in the same level
Do i deserve to be treated like that?
Or should you treat me like that?
Even the trainee have a better treatment
Just because she is a girl who knows how to manja?

I promise that I will proof to you
That I am capable too.
That I can lead a team too.

frustrated disappointed


Saturday 8 May 2010

i want

so many things running in my mind now
from head to toe
from left to right
from back to front
from sideways to downways

so many things i want at this moment

i want a increase in pay
200 will be good enough
but if you want to give me more, i am fine with it

i want a nice working environment
with cool people
no shouting n screaming n nagging
extra table for me?

i want a new car
hoping for a vios or honda city
this can only be fulfill next year

i want a new bag and shoes

i want to look for someone
who can take care of me
stand by my side
who i can share my stuff with
who can give me a big and tight hug everyday

i want to have all my weekends to be free from work
so that i can hang out with my darlings
shop then chill out at a bar or cafe
or sit by the lake side to read my favourite book

i want to travel
to either hongkong bali australia korea
targeting shanghai expo

i want a one week rest in an secluded island
taking a stroll at the beach
seeing sunrise and sunset
no sms no phone calls *disconnected from the world*
just me and you

i want my brother to be back
so that three of us can crap all day long
go out for lunch and supper
be my driver
calling each other stupid and idiot
i miss those days

i want another round of graduation
hopefully would be ACCA graduation
planning to do MSc forensic accounting *Crazzzieee*

i want this and that
never ending
so greedy right?
should feel grateful with what i have now

so random
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Reflection

My shoulder felt so light since monday
Went to work with a happy go lucky feeling
No more searching for lost documents at 12noon and 6evening
Not worry when the phone rings
No more screaming and shouting
No more sulky face
Don't have to look at the time when i go out for dinner
No more nagging

I see myself in you now
I know how you feel
looking at myself in you makes me feel weird
i used to be treated like that?
How did i managed to go through that?
How did i bear with the screaming and nagging?
Why didn't I defend myself when I know I was right?
Why just let people put words in my mouth when it is their fault?

Maybe i was just trying to be nice

i salute you because you had the courage to defend yourself
i was just following like a little puppy
what the master says, i will just do it
irrespective whether i am happy with it or not.

My turn is over for now *FINGERS CROSS*
No more crying under the pillow anymore






Friday 7 May 2010

Friday = Flyday

This is the one of my best'EST friday i ever had
since i started Menang'ing
Four months of hell i went through
workload stress and pressure

Finally, a relaxing fun momentous friday
without having to worry about work

Celebrated the two lovely craziiee kukups' 19th and 21st Birthday!
Yong jie and Lim Jie (tea ladies in the kukup gang)
at Delicious
Laughter Bitching Imitating Hands' clapping Surprises
Lim Jie got kukuped by a piece of oreo cheesecake on her face

Then down to Changkat for a few drinks
In an Irish bar playing Irish music
Why didn't they play westlife?
Yong Jie and I would probably be karaoke'ing
LoL!

I wish i could have more of this type of fridays!
bet that everyone of us had a cool time out yesterday!
Cheers mates

Hope the two birthday girls enjoyed the night!

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PPE sighting with heels?

It was a last minute sighting
not enough coverage. sigh *Not my fault*
"Sighting at 3pm"
Happily walk to the store to see the equipment
Then he said
"One of the equipment you picked is located in the production warehouse"
"You got to wear that rubber boots and put on a cap*

I was like OMG!
No choice
Reluctant to take out my Heels and put on the rubber boots.
It was a big pair.

Thank God it is just a 10minutes thingy in the production room
When i get out from that room, I smelled like
DURRRRIIAAAANNNNNNNNNN

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Saturday 1 May 2010

Labour day

Wanted to sleep till 8.30 before heading back to office
but woke up at 7.24 (ten minutes later than my usual wake up time)
God must have said "I gave you extra 10mins of sleep! Wake up now and get to work!"
Told myself "Sleep for another 30minutes!"
When i was about to doze off again, the house phone rang*Ring Ring Ring*
Damn! Phone call at 7.25 Morning!
Trying to get back to sleep but mission FAILED!
Woke up and started mumbling to myself *Wanna sleep another 30mins also canot!"

Had a good breakfast with a cuppa of black coffee accompany with newspaper!
Head off to work
Wrote on my facebook wall
"I am the lowest paid professional labor who have to work on a Labor Day!"
It seems that I am not the only one
Other auditors are working too!

Even if Labor day falls on a weekday
i am sure all the auditors will be doing their normal routine
get to office by 9 and then start with reviewing files working papers

As for me
I am in the office to clear all my files before starting another new job.

Oh yeah
saw a old friend this morning
He didn't realize that today is Labor Day!
Maybe Labor Day is meaningless now
No point celebrating though!

Last but not least
To all who are working today "Happy Labor Day!" *Cheers*

love
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