something is not right

felt that the world just tumbled down on me

eager to know but choose to ignore

telling others that i will not go through

but while i utter that sentence

my fingers were crossing

hoping that the result will be opposite

please let me go through this round

i really want to pass

want to concentrate on work

the feeling of working and studying at the same time

is so dreadful

this is the only thing that is holding me back now

was thinking to stop working if the result turn out to be bad

but

everyone thinks i am crazzzieee

but what can I do ?

if i don't go through then.....