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I haven’t been blogging lately because I can’t find a time to sit down and write some interesting stuff to share with you darlings out there. Don’t worry, my blog is not dead!

I am not sure who is reading my blog but it seems that no one is reading it. I am not trying to be emo or sensitive but it is weird when I am trying to express myself but no one is reading or listening to me.

Life has been miserable for the past few weeks or maybe just days. There is something wrong with my sleeping time. I became a very good girl by getting to bed early. By 12, I will be reading a few chapters of my novels and then get to bed. I set my alarm at 7.15 but I don’t get up. I just doze off after switching off the alarm. I was thinking what is the point of setting the alarm if I don’t get up. I wasn’t like this last time. I set the alarm at 7.15 and will wake up in 15minutes time.

Things have got worst. Each time when I wake up, I will read the online newspaper and have my breakfast. After doing all the normal routine, I feel tired. Guess what I do? I jump into my bed and start to sleep till noon time. I think is a very bad habit. I am not sure what had gone wrong.

Maybe is due to stress and fatigue. I feel restless all the time and my temper can go very bad at times. Even my housemates think that I am crazy. I have been writing law essays and it was fine. The thing that I worry the most is plagiarism. I have no idea why. Coursework are stricter as compare to Malaysia. We had to submit our essay electronically into this TURNITIN system to check for plagiarism. This system is massive.

I am trying to adjust and make my life as normal as possible but I can’t. I have loads of things lining up for me to do. I am not sure which is important and what can be put aside.

My food diet went haywire. Last time, I use to have fruits every day. Now I only have it 4 times a week and I don’t take yogurt anymore. If is possible, then I will skip my meals. Now, I rely a lot on oven or microwave food. No soup, no porridge and no proper meals. If not, I will just have bread for breakfast and dinner. I have been eating a lot of rubbish and fried food lately. To me, chocolates and chips are just rubbish.

I can’t figure out what the hell is wrong with me. I don’t care less about my health and diet. Pimples are all out on my face. My menstruation is not here yet. It is late for two weeks. Don’t worry; I am not pregnant because I was not engaged in any sex activities. LoL. I think is because of the stress. I have gone through this a few times. It is fine.

No cheers this time.

Loads of worries

phuisan