Stop BraGGGGGGinG

People around me have been bashing me with questions that I do not know how to answer but they themselves know the answer. Those questions are repetitive. They keep bragging about their problems all over and over again. If they don’t feel bored, I will.

Is a fact that I am a good listener but I do not really like hear repetitive things. You tell me once and I give you the solution. That’s it. Don’t come back with the same problem same question asking and asking all over again. I assume that you are smart enough to think what I told you last time.

For once and for all, please do not come to me with the same problem and same question. I do not have the patience to listen to the same crap and telling you the same thing.

If you are planning to ask the same old question, my answer will be “Up to you!”. Don’t expect me to give you a lengthy answer.

If is another problem, then come to me. I will listen and give you a good solution.

Other than that, Jumpa Lagi!

Who is going to listen to me then?

phuisan

Am i doing the right thing?

Things that not supposed to tell, I tell

Things that supposed to tell, I did not tell

Not supposed to avoid, I avoid

Supposed to avoid, I did not avoid

Was asked to say yes, I said no

Was asked to say no, I said yes

Was supposed to wait, I did not

Not supposed to wait, I waited

Was supposed to cry, I laughed

Was supposed to laugh, I cried

Need a full stop, got a comma

Need comma, got a punctuation

Supposed to solve, I did not

Not supposed to solve, I did

Needed the sun, I got rain

Needed the rain, I got sun

Love was here, I chased it away

Love was not here, I needed it

phuisan

Work and Malayrican?

It has been a rough but earning (as in wages in pounds) weekend. I have been working as a student crew for the uni open day. I had loads of fun meeting the prospective students and showing people round the campus.

On Saturday, I was working in city campus and had to do 3 campus tours. There was this lad who came all the way from London to attend the open day but guess what? He came on the wrong day. He was supposed to be at Collegiate on Sunday. Since I was the only idiot who is from Collegiate, I had to take him on a campus tour at Collegiate. It was freaking tiring.

On Sunday, I was working at my own territory. I had to do five campus tours and registration. I had a great day with loads of jokes.

Most of the parents thought that I was Malay. I told them I am from Malaysia. And the first thing they said was “So you are a Malay?”. I was like…”errrr….Actually I am a pure ASIAN CHINESE” *With eyes WIDE OPEN**Grin* I was wondering which part of me looks like a Malay? Maybe is my skin color. Dark and tan. =) Finally!

The second thing was “you don’t sound like a Malaysian. You sound like an American”. I was so flattered. Gosh, I have an American accent. I really find it weird. I thought I was supposed to have British accent by now.

So now I am a Malayrican?

Love

phuisan

Color Test

I am having some bad times so I decided to do some color test. The results are as a below. It is so accurate as it actually reflects my feelings right now.

Name: PhuiSan
Date: 4/18/2009
Colorgenics Number: 51473206

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You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least - difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.