hot and cold

it feels so pathetic when you realise that someone treats you hot and cold

usually that someone will be the flirting partner

its like you are the toy

when he/she is bored...they will message you everyday

when you ter-slipped out of their mind, you wont even get a single word or alphabet from them

you and the partner can be actively messaging each other sharing all the laughter and sadness this week

but next week you dont even hear from them..

then out of no where, your partner will start messaging you again...

issit because im the reactive or need to be push?

or my partner has become bored in being proactive?

everyday every hour seconds and minutes

staring at phone

wishing that there is a message from the partner

darn! i guess everyone hates this feelings

guess i am used to it..

or should i be the proactive one?

or am i the one who is treating the partner hot and cold?

share your experience with me

or how do you feel when you are being treated like a toy

out of sight out of mind

still waiting

love

ps

scapegoat

scapegoat

kambing korban

its never easy. all the blames will be put on you even if you know NUTS about it

Its not even your fault but you were the easiest to pick on

the best is just to nod your head and keep your mouth shut

if not things will turn worst

dont want to go through another day of scape goating..

hope things will turn out well as days goes by

but it seems things are getting worst when things are coming to an end

wish me luck 

love 

ps