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X was standing at the door while I was sitting down with a half dozen of cheese and ham sandwich, one glass of orange juice and one glass of O-Town Coffee. We talked about our futures, life and things that have been happening around lately between us.

X asked what I have been doing lately. I told X that I have been at my mates, wondering around and my travel plan and about my stress. X asked is this the reason why I have been out lately to run away from the problems. I said yes. I told X everything.

X looked extremely upset too. I seldom asked X about personal stuff and how things are going but this time I have decided to give it a go and asked X what have been happening. X is not happy as everyone is moving out. X is going back to Uni this year and I told X not to give up and shall not stop because it is X final year. X asked when I am moving out. I said next week. X promised to cook for me in this couple of days when I am around.

We shared and gave each other encouragement. Both of us were upset and stress on how things are going. X said that this is life. I said life is uncontrollable and is beyond our control.

X left the room with two words “Take Care”. After talking to X, I really feel sad and wanted to cry. I tried to hold back my tears while I was talking to X.

Love always

phuisan