cry for the good and bad

I have come back to KL for a week. So many things had happened from happy to sad. This week I have cried four times for good and bad stuffs. I take it as experience I should say.

The first time when I cried was in KLIA. I was crying in my heart because after nine months I finally see my parents and siblings. This is the most wonderful moment I ever had. You might think that meeting your family members is something normal but to me it is something important and valuable. Try going overseas for a few months and you will definitely know how I feel. I am happy that I am back home now. As everyone said “Home Sweet Home”. I don’t have to eat my meals in the room with my laptop anymore. I don’t need to think about what to eat and where to eat.

The second time was on the convocation ceremony. When I was on the stage receiving my certificate, I feel so proud and I have actually achieved what I had initially planned. I thank my family, lecturers, friends, peers and everyone who have supported me to this point of life. Though there were many obstacles but I am proud to say that I am tough enough to go through all this challenges and here I am now with my Degree. I am doing my Masters now and this would be my greatest achievement in life besides going to soon completing ACCA. Thanks to everyone who have been guiding and supporting though my study life. A special thanks to my dad mum bro and sis, Ms Geh, Leajoo Zeehui Sinli Yongkit Kaixin ChiouYee Siowyiing Henry and Mikio.

The third time I cried was because of a guy. It is a long story but I will blog about it later when I have the time and when I have actually settled all the problems. Some might be saying that it is not worth it to cry for a guy who is not yours. It means that he is just not that into you. I was relieved that I have let it out rather than keeping it to myself. I won’t blog about the detail but will write about the theory, answers and questions that have been running in my mind.

The fourth time is after meeting all my mates. Today I had lunch with Ms Geh and her family, Zeehui YongKit Leajoo and Sinli. I was very happy to meet and eat up with them. These are the VVVIP in my life. Without their support, I won’t be strong to take up the challenges. They are the people who make my life more happening and colourful. It was so cool to eat with so many friends. I was actually crazy over Ms Geh’s kiddos. They were so cute and adorable. After lunch, I met up with Chiouyee for a drink. Both of us had a never ending conversation. After reaching home, I started crying in the toilet. The tears just flow out automatically. I don’t feel like going back to UK anymore. I am going to miss this bunch of sarcastic and wonderful people. I am going to miss you guys a lot. As I have said “Jangan Main Lagi”.

Thanks for walking into my life and promise that you will never walk out of my life in any time.

Love

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