Mixed Feelings

It is really weird to have such weird feelings but I think it is common. Today is Wednesday the March 11 2009. On Friday I will be taking a flight home back to my home where I belong to. Seeing my family especially dad mum bro and sis is the best thing and I would cherish every single moment with them since I have been away for about nine months.

I couldn’t believe that I can actually stay up to this minute of time. I am really extremely super dee duper excited because I will be going home. At the same time, I start to miss UK. I start to miss pizza, pasta, spaghetti and chips. Sounds weird, huh? For the past few days, I have been having pasta, pizza and chips. Out of a sudden, I don’t feel like going home.

I just realized that I have actually felt in love with UK. If not because of the convocation, I don’t think that I will be going home. I will probably be in UK thinking about home. I have been thinking whether I will actually miss UK when I am in Malaysia and the answer is I think so YES!

Today my sister was asking “Will you cry when you see us?”. Presumably I think I will cry. It is not because I am a cry baby but it is because the feelings and excitement seeing my family members.

I have started packing and it is not that hard after all. I just have to take a few pieces of clothes home and that’s it. Since I will be going to my own home, everything is already there for me.

Things have been flowing smoothly and my packing is almost done. I assume. Just have to double check it again. My temporary babysitter ‘Naima CHiouyee” remind me a lot of things asking me to take this and take that and make sure my travel documents are with me. She also reminded me to put a tag on my luggage bag. Chiouyee, thanks for praying for me.

I will be seeing all my TARC mates on Sunday and I am really excited. It is not just about the certificate but also the bond that we had created during the three months stay in Charlotte Court. I will be seeing so many people but there are a few specific mates that I want to meet. You know who you are. Not only from AFA but also AFI.

Hope to see You You and You. Looking Forward!

Love

phuisan