What if our love never went away?

Yesterday I accidentally deleted a post from my blog. The title of the blog was “Stupid or stubborn”. It was about me and him. It was just a sigh of frustration and the stupidity of me. I have been dragging myself for the past 5 years and I just can’t let go of the past.

I spoke to my girlfriend yesterday because I sense that something was wrong when I read her blog. I think that both of us have the same fate which is still hanging on to a guy. In my opinion, the guy that was on her mind is not worthwhile for her to wait for. For myself, the guy that I have been waiting for, is kind off worthwhile because he is still single and because I still have feelings for him. I know it is a lame reason.

Today I was listening to a song title “What about now” by Daughtry. One of the lines was “What if our love never went away?” My mind started to drift away from my law cases which I spend the whole day reading.

What if our love never went away?

· I will be the most lucky girl on earth to have you as my boyfriend

· I know you will be my Mr. Right

· We will be together for ⁿ years

· We will be having a long distance relationship

· Friends would be envy of us

· Doing things that we both like

· Argue as if there is no tomorrow

· Giving each other never ending confidence

· I will be one of the best girlfriend on earth

· Sharing all the happy and sad moments together

· Tolerating with each other stubbornness

· Celebrating all the special occasions together

· List goes on and on

I talk to him yesterday. I was supposed to go out for Fright Night but I didn’t go because I was chatting with him. Out of a sudden, I feel that there is some hope. Maybe I was just thinking too much but I really hope that there will be some sparks.

Since the day I know him, I have never started the conversation before. He is the one who always initiate the conversation. Even when we were together, I never say hie unless he says hie to me. Weird, huh?

I wish it didn’t went away

unKnoWn