Buat baik dibalas jahat

Disappointed

I was kind of frustrated and disappointed with you. You know that I am alone here and I need someone to listen to my crap. Since you are the closest to me, I expect you to listen to all the crap that I want to crap about.

For the past few weeks, I didn’t pester you much because you were busy with your exams. Since exam is over now, I thought of just talking to you. Each time I talk to you, you don’t even care much and always just give a simple response. I really hate it when you ask me to shut up or diam. Each time you say that I feel so pain in my heart.

When you want to talk, I will just listen to you without mumbling. Please remember that I don’t have any obligation to listen you. I am listening to you because I do it sincerely. When you ask me to do things for you, I will get it done even though I am busy and sometimes I might get it done at the last minute.

Today I asked you to get some stuff for me and you were so reluctant to do it. It is so unfair. Remember the times, when each time you want to go anywhere; I will try my best to send you to the place even though I have to skip some lectures. Can’t you just spend some time and get the stuffs that I want?

Maybe it is because we are far apart and this has caused our relationship to strain. There is no more the special bond we use to have last time.

Buat baik dibalas jahat
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